Digital video, 19 minutes,
dimensions variable
My father told me a story of his own father, an avid backyard astronomer, spending years planning and constructing his own telescope. Although my grandfather rarely spoke to him about the details, and did not involve him in the project, my father remembers his spending months of evening and weekend hours in the basement of their home, perfecting the glass reflecting mirror, the main component of the telescope. To accomplish the task he embedded the glass blank in tar on a barrel top, and would circle slowly round and round with a secondary piece of glass and compound to grind and polish it evenly, taking measurements until it was just right. He then sent the polished glass away to be silvered, and upon its return, set up the telescope in the backyard. My father told me that he remembered seeing the craters of the moon for the first time in this mirror, and the realization of that image has remained embedded in his mind forever. To my grandfather's disappointment, he discovered that the curve of the mirror was off by .0001mm (or some such number). He planned to regrind the lens to perfection, but passed away before he could do so, when he was 54 and my father 17.
My father gave me this mirror when I started my training in the field of glass, and began learning how to polish glass with more efficient tools. I never met my grandfather, but his fascination with the universe has been passed down to me through my own father. There are traces of old polishing compound on the sides of the mirror, and the silver facing has faded in parts. I have grandfather’s original notes and sketches of the telescope, and they are covered in his fingerprints of polishing compound.
In this video, I have set up my grandfather’s telescope mirror to reflect the path of the sun, which is then captured by the lens of a digital camera. The reflected image of the sun and the path that it travels is shown in real time, and the intensity of the light causes the camera to glitch is such a way that the sun’s light it transformed into blackness. Time seems to move slowly in the video, yet it contains fleeting moments of beauty and uncertainty, the image is as imperfect as memory itself.